I was unsure of whether or not I should pursue something. So far, I have gotten it within my grasp, but the whole thing hasn't gone the way I had planned. I still like the the idea; I really do. I just wasn't sure if putting all my hopes into it would be worth it right now; I wasn't sure if me putting effort into it right now would benefit me in the end.
In my dream, a certain someone was taunting me. They were talking to me as if we were in the future. They were advising me that I was acting too much, even to the point of obsession. They were not pleased by these actions and were actually appalled. Basically, the moral of the story is that if I were to keep pursing a certain situation, then it would turn out unfavourable in the end. This is what helped me make the decision to chill and have faith in the fact that right things will come with time.
I woke up feeling good and motivated. This is odd for me, especially since I went to bed so upset. Instead of going to an unproductive class tonight, I'm staying home and finally cleaning my room. This is something that I have been putting off since like September. Wish me luck!
